[He can't give up, he doesn't want to, but everyone keeps dying, keeps being hurt because he can't do anything and it hurts. He wants to care, he can feel his heart crying out for it, but it doesn't seem to matter. Everyone around him keeps getting hurt.]
... It doesn't seem to matter. I'm not... I can't do anything to save them. It's me that's hurting them.
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[He can't give up, he doesn't want to, but everyone keeps dying, keeps being hurt because he can't do anything and it hurts. He wants to care, he can feel his heart crying out for it, but it doesn't seem to matter. Everyone around him keeps getting hurt.]
... It doesn't seem to matter. I'm not... I can't do anything to save them. It's me that's hurting them.